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Remember To Pop Punk Vol. 1

by Ontario Rock

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Speak for yourself Cause my mind's open How does it feel being shut out? You're deceptive and the reason my mind's a mess. Why can't you see that? I could let, this ruin us but I know that you can't handle that I'm all grown up you can relax (Just relax) Just relax So tell me How I should be Cause I'm feeling lost There must be something wrong I can't keep holding on, to all this Will you walk with me through all these Hills and valleys, will you stay with me and figure out All this, will you stay with me through all this I'm surrounded by the thought, That turns my stomach in to knots Go ahead and draw me a map If you think that I'm so lost So what do you expect from me Another boy just stuck in routine It's not hard to admit That I am sick of all of this And what do you want from me? I've given you all the blood I can bleed It's not hard to say that it's not my day
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I said that I’ve had enough Of you always betraying our trust But in the end you have to think if it’s worth it Everything your throwing away (Now I know) What it’s like to be alone (I never thought) It would end like this (Now I know) What it’s like to be alone I never saw this coming Is that all you’ve got? Mixed up words that you’ve gone and made up But why don’t we put this behind us? Before everything gets thrown away (Now I know) What it’s like to be alone (I never thought) It would end like this (Now I know) What it’s like to be alone I never saw this coming Take a step back and think what’s next Are you really going to fight me over this? Please step down so we can reminisce But if you want to go through me clench your fist I always thought you’d be the last one To cross me I never even saw this coming This for you is unbecoming This distance built between us Fills us with nothing but constant struggles So why don’t we put this behind us before everything gets thrown away And we go and make more mistakes that we regret (Your words they wrap around me like broken promises The days are never ending, and the nights I reminisce I don’t know what happened, It’s not something I wish So baby just remember, that we can clench a fist) Now I know what it’s like to be alone I never thought It would end like this Now I know what it’s like to be alone I never saw this coming Take a step back and think what’s next Are you really going to fight me over this? Please step down so we can reminisce But if you want to go through me clench your fist Clench your fist But if you want to go through me clench your fist

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I'm getting really sick and tired of my own bullshit and how I'm feeling sorry for myself and hating everything else. I gotta change the way I think. Just need some peace of mind gotta get away from this and give myself the time. To get myself to a better place. I really hope I make it there someday. I'll get away this summer Find a place and make it last. Stick it out through the winter, wait for all the cold to pass. I know, this can't last forever. it's bound to end sometime. But until then, this place is all mine. And when I'm there, I'm gonna wash off all my cynicism, then look out across that lake and all the good the day has made. Can't take for granted these things I have, Cause what I've got is a lot better than what I've had. I think I've found that calmer place, I think I've learned to appreciate. I'll get away this summer Find a place and make it last. Stick it out through the winter, wait for all the cold to pass. I know this can't last forever, it's bound to end sometime. But until then, this place is all mine. A better place, it's bound to end sometime. x2 (It can't last forever) x3 I'll get away this summer Find a place and make it last. Stick it out through the winter, wait for all the cold to pass. I know this can't last forever, it's bound to end sometime. But until then, this place is all mine.
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I've given up on you, There's just no use in fucking waiting, I just keep on lying to myself, And now I'm alone, let down and breaking And I spent so much time, Claiming that I was still indifferent When really all I wanted Was for you to scratch the surface To find that, Most of my life, seems fine But really all I am, Is empty But this time, I'l stop living life so damn carelessly And we'll fall asleep You'll come back to me, Most of my fucking life Must seem fine from far away, But really all I am inside is, Empty Most of my life seems fine But really all I am, But this time, I'll stop living life so damn carelessly And we'll fall asleep
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Here I am again making the same mistakes I made before I guess I never really learn I'm always too far gone to accept myself I just look down and slur my words Tonight it's hard to see just what it was you saw in me I'm chasing down those memories With a taste to waste some time But it won't take me back to a time where I loved what I had How'd I let it get so bad I've lost too much in this struggle To gain control without a crutch You know too much and I'm sorry But I can't seem to get enough As I stumble home I wonder if you'd still be by my side If I could take back all the blackouts and learn to apologize Tonight I'm just not me and I know I'm not thinking clearly I'm washing down your memory with a shot to ease my mind But I can't take it back I hope you never felt this sad How'd I let it get so bad You had every right to walk away I won't hold that against you I wish you hadn't seen that version of me But lately it's hard not to I'm trying hard to get through I know it's getting really late But I just thought that you should know I still miss you every day And I can't say it sober I've lost too much in this struggle I've lost too much But I can't seem to get enough
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This is not our life Constantly trying to sleep at night, all well Knowing nothings changed Nothings changed at all (All the frames are re-arranged) Reflections of light Unlike our own And i hope you know I'm walking home all alone I'll be just fine (It doesn't matter anyways) You took away all my feelings And put me in dismay Now i'm here to let you know That i'm not the one that threw this all away So i'll let you settle down And we'll take it day by day We'll take it day by day When I left, it nearly ripped my heart out of my chest Reflections of light Unlike our own And i hope you know I'm walking home all alone I don't think that I can Last another day inside this place No I can't stay You're all the same In my life but not today You're all the same Been so close but so far away Reflections of light Unlike our own And I hope you know I'm walking home all alone Because, I don't think that I can Last another day inside this place No I can't stay Cause, you're all the same (Reflections of light Unlike our own And I hope you know I'm walking home all alone Cause, I don't think that I can last Another day inside this place No I can't stay)
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I never thought that I would feel this way. I'd feel my heart wear thin at eighteen and watch my skin and bones fade grey. Cause' I promised myself last year, I'd make the effort and try my best to keep my head up all this winter. All I need is forward progress. I spent the summer feeling angry about a couple things. About everything you said and how it meant the world to me. Well, I found strength inside heartbreak so I won't waste my breath. You were merely holding me back. So, I found myself deep within these streets. I never thought it'd take you absence to pull me through. But, I mean it when I say that I'm trying to keep my head up. But, I'm still the same old kid, I just need to shake this weight. All this winter I've felt bitter. Yeah, I've seen some better days. I'm so sick of feeling like this. I miss the way it used to be. This year has took it's toll but, it won't get what's left of me. We only have what we remember and I just want to be remembered. For the hope I hope to give and all the words I put together. I swear I pour my heart out into every word I sing. So, I hope to god you're listening. So, I found myself deep within these streets. I never thought it'd take you absence to pull me through. But, I mean it when I say that I'm trying to keep my head up. I think I finally found some steady footing in my life. A place where I can rest my head and keep me warm at night. Yeah, I think i'll be just fine. So, I found myself deep within these streets. I never thought it'd take you absence to pull me through. But, I mean it when I say that I'm trying to keep my head up. (x2) I just need to keep my head up.
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You're just another notch upon my list of failed attempts to find happiness Don't think that what I had for you was love. Cause I love the fact that you are gone. Im not sorry for anything I said I don't regret anything that I did Im not sorry for giving up on this You did it all to yourself You fuckin' begged me not to write a song about everything that you have done wrong My advice for your next relationship Don't be so fuckin' full of shit Im not sorry for anything I said I don't regret anything that I did Im not sorry for giving up on this You did it all to yourself Sorry, not sorrry
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And now I'm a ghost, at the bottom of Kingston road. Just west of hell, just east of home. And as I sit here, overthink everything. Begin to over analyze just what It meant to me. Like I'm caught in the rain. A string of bad luck I should be use to this routine. But its the little things, that make me realise, I'm just tired of this scene. With that being said, I wont make a stand. For something I dont believe in. WIth that being said I wont make a stand, for something I dont respect or believe in. Another song about two feet, following your heartbeat. All of that is bullshit. Never got me through anything. ANYTHING AT ALL. I 've got a lot of friends but it dont mean shit. It shows my inner beauty when I treat them like it. I'm always sad or I'm angry. They call it teen angst, so I guess it hasnt left me. I'm not my biggest fan and you should know that, I go back on my words like I never even said them. One day, I'll be able to, lift more than just one finger...for you
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Your green and white wallpaper stick to the side of my mind, goes blank from time to time. I don't know what your so afraid because this side of the room is a better place for your pretty face where no one judges you I hate that I, I don't see you around So tell me why, and just every reason your down You say you want to be, out here on your own with no one to bend and break you in a place that you call your home And it feels like this fell short of what we tried to see caught up in the best of you, took the rest of me Theres no reason for you to be leaving so soon No reason for you too be leaving
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Slowly eating away, this empty feeling you left inside Like any sickness, there is a cure. But with no temptations I’m left unmoved Breathing In I tried to hide but you would find me every time You’re in a drunken spin you’re all over him It was cold outside, you said that you’d be fine Then he closed your eyes I’m Sorry I can’t find the time To put in the places I left behind Confusion, what you said to me That night in the rain Won’t make things change You fooled me once, it cut right through my skin Now I’m bleeding out, oh where have you been The nights downstairs, spent in your room Do they get to you, Next to god knows who Id like you to know My life didn’t end I may have spent many nights Trying to pretend How good this was for me But knowing all to well Ill never be the same Thanks to your fucking mistake I’m Sorry I can’t find the time To put in the places I left behind Confusion, what you said to me That night in the rain Wont make things change As we walked towards the road We started getting close We talked about the past And why it failed to last And now you admit its true It was all about you But it was all about you I’m Sorry I can’t find the time To put in the places I left behind Confusion, what you said to me That night in the rain Wont make things change
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And this is for the ones who stopped me, when I was sinking like a brick through water. And I know that this sounds fucked up, but fighting the current made me stronger. It took me seeing the bottom to know where I went wrong, I swore I wouldn't take that road again I gotta earn back what i lost. And this is for the ones I love, the ones I hold a spot for deep inside my chest i hope they all know who they are. And I can't begin to tell you what a wake up call that was. And my pride took a beating and that's exactly what I needed. And this is for the ones who stopped me when I was sinking like a brick through water. And I know this sounds fucked up but fighting the current made me stronger. And it took me seeing the bottom, to know where I went wrong. I'd never take that road again, I gotta earn back what I lost. And this is for the ones i love the ones I hold a spot for deep inside my chest I hope they all know who they are. I know this is where I went wrong and I know that second chances don't come easy. And I'm forever grateful for the second chance life gave me, rock bottom hit so close to home I wasn't sure if this could save me. I know this is where I went wrong and I know that second chances don't come easy. And this is for the ones I love the ones I hold a spot for deep inside my chest I hope they all know who they are.
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I've been convinced for far too long That everything I do just ends up wrong, And everyone I've ever cared about, Gets pushed away. Don't let me go. Don't let me go to war, If I don't know what I'm fighting for. Maybe I'll let this go one day Maybe I'll take this to my grave But I won't let this get the best of me. If I I said I didn't mean To be The one who ruins everything Would you Take my words to heart Before they make me fall apart? I just can't show my good intentions I've been trying to find The silver lining to these Nights I spend buried in my mind. Tear me apart at the seems, Dig into my bones to find I'm not proud of who I've been, I've been living Like I'm under house arrest The world keeps moving forward And I'm what's left I've been living Like a kid who needs some rest The world keeps moving forward I gave it my best If I I said I didn't mean To be The one who ruins everything Would you Take my words to heart Before they make me fall apart? I've been living Like I'm under house arrest The world keeps moving forward And I'm what's left I've been living Like a kid who needs some rest The world keeps moving forward I gave it my best
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Remember To Pop Punk Vol. 1 - A collection of 18 different local pop punk bands, all of which are based out of different cities and towns within Ontario, Canada.

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released September 16, 2014

Jordan Matthews - Artwork
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